The month of Ramadan started off today.. and ill be refrained from food or any sorta liquid for a whole month starting from today.. not that I have any issue of being hungry, but since it’s the first fast today, im a bit unstable since my body refuses to function coz of the lack of food.. :( and my sanity level is going way down.. but so far so good.. :)
Im really bored and jobless at the moment and I have no food to entertain my self nor drink the magical liquid which is also called as ‘water’ to quench my thirst. Came online thinking that I would at least have someone to chat to, to get away from my hunger pants.. but to my biggest disappointment there weren’t any except for one person who also ditched me coz of work..!!! sigh..
School today was ok.. but ill be missing my most awaited period ‘THE INTERVAL’ for 30 days.. waahhh.. and I badly feel the loss of weight in my school bag without my lunch box and water bottle. My friends were very understanding.. they actually went through all the trouble to not have their breakfast in front of me. so me happy about that.. 
our B.S teacher was practically throwing a ball coz i was very feeling veryy lethargic to interrupt her and give her a hard time as usual.. she had the nerve to say ‘i wish this would go on forever so ull be quiet’ mean mean world..!!
My stomach gave an angry growl now and my throat is dry like the Sahara desert.. I feel like my head is almost gonna split into tiny pieces any time. I keep reminding myself of the finer things like chocolates, milk shake, biscuit pudding, gateau, ahh nooo I cant take this anymore..!!! im not supposed to do this.. I need to control my self.. anyway that’s the main objective in fasting to feel the hunger of another person and also self control..
There’s approximately 3 hours and 15 minutes left to break fast.. and im actually surprised that I survived most of the day.. not baaad..!! ill be having classes in a while so I wouldn’t be feeling it this much when I engage myself in something productive..
But im strong even though my stomach gave another growl to indicate it needs food.. just shut up ur not getting any till 6.15..!! arghh..! im not weak and also I will not falter when I see foood..!! ya that’s the spirit.. 
after all this is the month for rebuliding our spiritual strength..
~ Devil Unleashed
